The Wandering Koi

When people hear about a year of travel, they assume excitement.

And there is excitement.

But there is also grief.

And identity disruption.

And uncertainty.

And quiet fear.

Loving Our Current Life

We are not running from something.

We are stepping toward something.

That distinction matters.

Professional Identity

Stepping away from work is not simple.

Titles, routines, competence, and contribution are stabilizing forces.

Letting that go temporarily requires trust —

in both the profession and ourselves.

Parenting and Modeling Courage

Our daughter is watching.

We want her to see that:

Fear is normal.

Comfort is not the only goal.

Curiosity is worth pursuing.

Thoughtful risk can be healthy.

The Tension

We feel:

Grateful

Sad

Excited

Nervous

Confident

Uncertain

All at once.

And that complexity feels honest.

Why We’re Choosing It

Because expansion rarely feels entirely safe.

Because regret often whispers later.

Because growth asks for movement.

Because this chapter matters.

Leaving a life you love is not easy.

But sometimes the next version of you is waiting on the other side of courage.